Lovely Loretta

New semester, new classes, new routine.
I’m in a love/hate relationship with it.
The classes suck, and most of the people suck,
But maybe it’ll help me forget.

I can only hope.

I got a surge of creativity while I was laying in my bed.
It’s going to turn out extremely emo,
But it’s a completely necessary part of my story.
Let’s see how it turns out!

I’m psyched to write it.
I need something to channel my mood into.

This week was much better.
I had a reason to smile nearly every day.
Thursday was my favorite.

I’m stressed about finals,
But I’m too tired right now to try and study.
I should be able to cram a lot in these next three days.
Let’s hope!

Today was absolutely terrible.
Too much drama.
I’m sick of everything.

I need somebody to hang out with,
But I have no idea who.
A sleepover sounds epic.

Somebody wanna save me? I wish.

Today was wonderful,
Tonight could’ve been better.
I hate headaches,
But I love cute boys.

I still get that pressure in my chest,
And I’m not able to breathe well.
I also have been so sick and shaky lately,
I have no idea what’s going on with my body.

I’m fairly restless with my life.
Something exciting needs to happen.
I have extremely high hopes for 2010.

Epic conversations on the phone make my life.

Tonight was better.
I got to spend it with my guys.

I never, ever want to go to school again.
Done.

Today was fun.
It’s always nice to walk around doing practically nothing with an old friend.

Saw a bunch of people from school.
Spent like five minutes with Hayley & Kadie.

Then Matt and I saw the Princess and the Frog.
It was actually really good, for a kiddie movie.
Decently predictable, but I can’t complain.
Although I knew it was gonna be a love story,
There were some parts that really got to me.
I teared up a few times,
But I guess I’m just a real sap.

Dunno what I’m doing for the rest of the night.
I hope there’s someone out there who isn’t busy.

Well, 2009 has officially come and gone.
I should probably make a habit out of actually using this more often.
I do like the idea of having a public blog,
I just have troubles with actually expressing myself,
Seeing as the whole world can see what I’ve written.

Oh well.
Full weekend.
Seeing an old friend,
Going to a mass for Grandma,
Going to a movie with Zach.
Holding on to the slightest bit of hope of seeing Will at some point.

Plus all of the daily things I have to do.
It’s living.

I have zero desire to go to school on Monday.
Maybe more like a negative desire?
I’m simply dreading it.

Off to bed.
I hope 2010 rocks.